Its 2014!!!

Hey everyone, (hope theres some people out there)

So its 2014 and well 2013 ending absolutely horrendously :(, i am about to start a custody battle with my daughters dad as he is claiming that I am not fit to look after my daughter, which is total S**T!!! I dont know why hes doing this. I am not going to let him and his gf take my daughter, she tries acting like Scarlet is her daughter which is really starting to annoy me and i feel like there isnt a lot i can do about it, but I REFUSE to let it get to me and get me down. I AM NOT GOING TO LOOSE MY DAUGHTER!!!!!

Anyway before i start getting annoyed and upset and start crying on my keyboard im going to move on. So 2014 resolutions are;
- Be more organised (I need to have everything in order and get some routine.)
- Set some clear routines to be followed everyday.
- Lose weight (i need to build my self confidence and be happy in my own skin I dont want Scarlet to have body issues)
- Be fitter
- Blog more (not sure if i have any followers or if anyone actually reads me moaning lol) 
- Do some more crafting (paper and jewellery making.)
- Be happy to be by myself (which i believe will come when i lose some weight) 
- Improve my baking.
- And finally decorate mine and Scarlet's bedroom. 

So there is my list of resolutions lol, i dont think any of them are unachievable but i know that its going to be hard and especially the losing weight is going to take some discipline and will-power. I am determinded to finish this year on a high not like i ended 2013 full of worry and full of tears in my eyes. I want to be happy and i know theres only one person who is going to make myself happy is me. I dont doubt that there is going to be massive struggles during this custody battle but i know i am capable to look after my daughter and im working on my depression and my anxiety with my own self esteem and i know there are loads of fantastic mums who have and do suffer depression. I wont let it define me and i will get better and i will not loose my daughter no matter what she is my world and i will not give her up and i will fight for her. I do have wonderful family and some fantastic wonderful girls online that i speak to thanks to groups on facebook.

So my question is whats your new years resolutions?

Happy new year everyone!!!!