Weight catch up!

Hey Everyone,

So I didn't check in with you guys last week, I did lose last week and this week but it was only 1/2lb each week. Which to be honest im quite happy about it because i have been out last two weeks and eaten out and not really chosen well whilst I have been out and I have been drinking alcohol too so i am surprised and happy that i have been losing so it is all going the right way :D.

So my birthday is tomorrow (26th feb) and i asked my parents to pay for me to have a 12 week countdown course with Slimming World which is going to be a massive motivator for me and I want to be at my target weight or at least very very close to it. I have 2 and half stone left in 5 weeks ive lost 5lbs which averaged at 1lb a week, which is good but I want to boost it, I lost 3lbs on my first week and i have the food diary of that week so i am going to try and do the same things to this week and I am also going to do lots of exercise this week too. I have been looking at old pics of myself before I was pregnant and I really really want to get back to that I feel that was the real me and I look at myself in the mirror now and i dont recognise who i am or what i am anymore. I know I am a mum but a massive part of my reasons for this is because i want to get myself to have a healthy relationship with food so that my daughter doesnt grow up with a body image problem and she knows that she is beautiful but healthy eating is also what makes you healthy and being healthy is what makes you beautiful too. 

This week is about getting back on track and putting 100% into this week and every week after this I am sick of hating what i see in the mirror i want to look in the mirror and smile and look at myself in my underwear and be confident and hell a little cocky too :) and i will get there i wont have my daughter obese or anorexic because she grew up watching me obsess about my weight and see me hate myself and how i look, I want her to see me confident and smiles and happy and wearing what i like. I want her to have a great body image i want her to be confident and happy and not have to worry about weight whilst shes growing up. 

See you all next week where i hope to have a 2lb weight loss :D 

xoxo